I hope you're right about Covid-19

 I hope you're right.

I hope it's just overblown, breathless nonsense concocted by the liberal media.

I hope this is all a hoax that the libtards cooked up when they got bored with peddling climate change.

I hope it's a Machiavellian plot by the DNC to get the mighty Trump out of office.

I hope that it's no worse than the flu.

I hope that Biden goes to jail and the world acknowledges that the election was stolen and Trump gets back in office and can can put everything right with the world again.

I hope that Obama was born in Kenya.

I hope he's a Muslim and a terrorist and a radical.

I hope that the 2008 bailout really was a government takeover of the auto industry and we've all just failed to see it.

I hope that Sharia law takes over. No, wait. I hope that it was really going to, but then was somehow thwarted by Rush Limbaugh as his last, heroic, dying act. Or something.

I hope that Fox News announces an investigative report of all the people that were killed by the death panels in the healthcare bill.

I hope that Elvis is still alive, that he's happily married to a mermaid, and that they're living in the sound studio that was used to film the moon landings.

Honestly, I'm not even joking. I really hope that, because it's the last hope we have.

You'd better be right. You have to be right. Because there is no opportunity for any other course than the one we're on.

I've never wanted more to be wrong, because it looks to me like people are lying to you and laughing all the way to the bank.

... Again ...

It looks to me like the vaccine is way < 100% effective.

It looks to me like ain't nobody gonna be wearing no goddam masks to make sure they don't give a deadly respiratory infection to their friends and neighbors - a respiratory infection that is even more serious than last year; that took at least 6 people I knew in 2020, and that hospitalized four others. (2 of which still haven't "bounced back")

You guys are in charge. Seriously. You on the right. You run the world, or at least the part I live in.

You'd better be right.

You'd better be right, or this is going to get really ugly really fast.

Covid-19 in Lee County

 I don't even know how to put this into words, so I'm just going to start writing and see what develops.

Someone close to me (very close, but to remain nameless) told me about a coworker who died of Covid-19. She was in her 40's.

I was just on a meeting with a friend/colleague who told me her bother-in-law died of Covid-19. He was in his 40's.

I understand being distrustful of big for-profit pharmaceutical agencies and the government agencies that are charged with regulating them. I really, really do. Somewhere there's a picture of me signing a book that I wrote entitled "I don't trust for-profit pharma or the government agencies tasked with regulating it, by Joe Hayes."

I understand being upset about mask mandates. Nobody likes being told what to do.

What I don't understand, what I REALLY don't understand, is actually needing a mask mandate. Why are we not falling all over ourselves to put a harmless piece of cloth across our face in the hopes that it might, even just maybe, protect our friends and community from this wrecking-ball of a respiratory infection.

But then, here's me. I'm not wearing one, either. The social pressures of living in an area where we don't believe in moon landings *OR* the efficacy of masks, and being the only one wearing a mask most places I went, became too much. I comfort myself by saying I'm fully vaccinated so I don't need a mask. I don't think I really believe that, though. I think I just became exhausted from the stares and the feeling of freakishness of being the only one in a room with a mask on. Oh, and by the way, when I'm the only one in the room with a mask on, it's nearly 100% pointless. (Not quite, but nearly)

I'm just so overwhelmed with sadness, disappointment, and yes, anger ... that the people who started off not believing Covid-19 even existed then moved on to thinking it's just the flu or that masks would bring about the mark of the beast or were a government plot to take away our freedoms, and that they *STILL* don't appear to have sort of looked around, realized that they were taken for a ride, and come back to sanity. (Am I wrong? Maybe they have and I just don't see it) And, again, why would mandates even be needed? Masks are such a simple, harmless, obvious thing to do ... :-( How hard do you actually have to work to not see that?

I'm so sad to realize that they're going to keep listening to the people who have told them these things, and quite the opposite of holding them accountable for the destruction they've contributed to, they're going to find ways to deny a connection, and to keep believing them when they say new, destructive, untrue things, because it's all just a team sport, and who cares if we burn the world down as long as our team is winning? :-/

I'm so incredibly disappointed to realize that we're just sort of letting people die, because people thought they could make political hay out of Covid-19, or spread nonsense on their talk show or YouTube channel, and laugh all the way to the bank.

We're just letting people die, because fuck your feelings, I guess.

It's so goddam weird to me.

And this is where I live. I feel like Spock on the Enterprise, one eyebrow raised quizzically, trying to figure out what makes you "humans" tick.

It's just so goddam weird to me.